Thoughts inside my head when I'm eating: Hunger: Please eat something!
Eating disorder: No. You're fat. You don't deserve food.
Hunger: Just one bite.
Me: I'll just have one bite. It will be fine.
Eating disorder: Now you've done it. Look how weak you are. See how fat you are.
Hunger: Eating disorder already hates you, but I'm still hungry, keep eating!
Me: I guess I might as well...
Hunger: I'm stuffed. Hmm maybe I wasn't necessary after all.
Eating disorder: You.Fucking.Whale. You better get rid of everything you've eaten. Don't forget to feel guilty and ashamed while you're at it.